I am feeling MUCH better!

It was so weird - yesterday morning I woke up in tears, again, like I had been for the last three weeks... but by the time work was over, I was perfectly fine - smiling, my head felt clear, things even looked brighter and sharper. It was like the clouds just disappeared.

This convinces that work is definitely one of the major causes of what's going on with me - but I'm not so sure it's just that. For the last three weekends I've felt like utter shit, it didn't matter - so what's different about this weekend?

Maybe it's because spring weather is finally here, too. Don't get me wrong, I normally love, love, love the rain. But after nearly two weeks of it...well. You tend to start wishing that it would clear up, just for a day. And so it has - it's gorgeous outside, perfect temperatures, perfect everything. It's a little windy, but I like even that. Maryland is at her best in the springtime, I've always said that, and will continue to say. It'll stay like this until Memorial Day.. but afterwards, ughughugh.

I hate summer with a passion.

I've gotten back about 1500 dollars from federal and state gubmints combined. Not a bad chunk of change. Shame it's all going to pay bills off, heh, but there'll be another chance to travel/have fun later. I have to get my ass in gear and get out of the starting-to-be-massive debt I've begun to accumulate. It took me 8 years to get my credit back together after my ex-husband fucked me over, so I'll be damned if I'm going to blow it up myself after all I've been through!

Other than the above, there's not much going on, but I'm okay with that. Just to feel better is a miracle that I've prayed for, for the last month. :)

Here's a video for you all, just to mix it up a bit. I've been running through the lists over at DiscoMusic picking up the more obscure tunage and I've come across some absolute gems. (Yes, I like disco. Fuck you.) Anyway, I picked up this one, it's from 1982 and apparently quite the rarity, though not rare enough not to show up on YouTube, heh. You must forgive the actors their 1982-era clothes and mannerisms - we didn't know any better in those days. :D

Until next time.