Life continues onward.

I went back to the doctor (both therapist and pdoc) yesterday. Things are stable, finally - I continue on the Wellbutrin/buspirone/Abilify cocktail. I'm actually feeling a lot better, have been for a week now, so we'll see what happens. But I think I can relax as far as that's concerned.

Still dealing with stress from work, but... I've finally figured out that every job is going to have stress, you can't just get away from that. I've made my life as stress-free and easy as possible, so now I have to take on a little bit. That's fine - it'll be good practice. And I'll be honest with myself - any stress that I really bring home from work is brought on myself. I don't have to pay attention to any of those morons down there - I take urine and go home, that's my job, heh.

Perhaps I'll take that tack and see where we go with it.

The house desperately needs a cleaning, meh, but I've been preoccupied with shit and honestly too lazy to do it. Perhaps I'll start looking into that as well, but unfortunately nearly this entire weekend is booked with things - I have an apartment to see today, various errands to run (trimming my hair down, getting my meds, renewing my library card, etc.)... then I have to take my mother on a shopping run tomorrow afternoon, which is time-consuming and a hardship in itself - but it's to that point now where I sort of have to do it.

It could be worse - it could be to the point where she has to live with me. I'm not looking forward to that day, trust me.

I've been looking into expanding my hobbies a little more. I have a bowling group meeting next weekend, and I'd like to get cracking on my sewing machine, learning it and all of that. Would love to make my own clothes. It's intimidating, though. But if I keep trying...

I'm rambling again, hah. But sometimes this is a good thing, it means my creativity is on high. That's such a good sign!

Anyway, I'm off for now, lots to do today. I feel really good right now. Maybe my life is beginning to turn around for the better. I know, optimism is a dangerous thing, but it's nice to believe once in a great while.

In the meantime... enjoy this video. This was inspired by Miss Lion this morning acting like a total fool. I swear, I think this cat has A.D.D. :)