Ah, the wonder of technology, where I have the ability to bitch about my life, live, as it's happening.
The truth is that there's very little to bitch about at the moment. I'm worried about school and a paper that's due on Sunday, but I'm going to do the best that I can on it and leave it at that - I'm done with stressing about it. Otherwise, everything fine. The Luvox seems to be working very well, but I'm still being cautious - optimistic, but cautious. I don't want to get hopeful, only to be let down once again.
One of the positive things that has happened from the medication is that I have taken the step - a very big step, for me - of apologizing to a few people that I have in the past distanced myself from, for whatever convoluted reasons I dreamed up (and I admit that I probably did it out of illness - you don't reason when you're depressed, because you can't). In any case... a few people have accepted my apology. Some haven't. That's okay - I did the right thing, and if some can't accept it, that's fine. I have finally learned, I think, that I can't control the universe - and that it doesn't revolve around me, though I'd sure like it to. I might have trouble remembering that - but I do know, finally.
With that said, I now introduce you to two new blogs - News of the Highly Bizarre, which is run by my friend Layla - and Inside the Cynic, run by Rob. Enjoy them - they're both witty and intelligent people. Would I hang out with anyone who wasn't? :p
Speaking of blog, I'm again considering a format/design change, but I haven't learned enough CSS or Dreamweaver yet to implement it. Sure, I could rip off another blog design from the free templates that seem to proliferate out there - but I did the one I have now on my own (admittedly with a lot of help offered) and I'd kind of like to keep it that way. There's too much hearts and pink and glittery shit out there for my taste - I'm 37 years old, not 17, I want mine to at least look adult-oriented, if not be it. Sheesh. I think pink is a lovely color - if it's not overdone, which it is about 99.9% of the time.
Not much else to say today, so I'll close out. Hopefully the rest of the week will go as smoothly as it can.
1 comment:
not to sound condescending, but that's probably the most positive blog i've seen from you in a long time sweetie. love it! just the energy i get from reading it is a step in the right direction. i'm so glad things are working out.
thanks for the info on the blogs.. will have to check em out!
have a great weekend!!! *hugs* love you woman!
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