Sigh.... and life rolls on.

Things haven't changed much.  I'm still at the job - though apparently the news about the bitch leaving is true - she was seen cleaning her desk out this morning.  Thank fucking God, that's all I can say.  Now if I could get a couple more out of here...but, alas, one at a time.  I will so not miss her stupid screaming laugh that sounds for all the world like a dying hyena.  If I could kiss the fucking floor... two more days.  That's all I have to deal with now is two days... please Christ let me get through them without wanting to smack her stupid face.

 

I've been rendered even more bitter and disillusioned - I got my weekly crim assignment grade back... an 84.  What... the... fuck.  I worked my ass off on an assignment last week that only got a 68 (as far as I know, that's a big fat fail), but I don't even bother to try this week... and I get an 84.  And I really DIDN'T bother, either - it was more or less word for word out of the book with a few tiny flourishes thrown in for good measure.

 

It only shows me that people DON'T want original thought or ideas.  It only shows me that people are mindless fucking sheep, just like I've always believed.  Why should I even bother trying anymore?  I'd actually maybe get somewhere if I DIDN'T.

 

Heh, I know I sound so bitter.  I am bitter, in a way.

 

I still have the big project due this weekend.  She may as well give me my fail grade for that now because I have no idea of what I'm doing or what I'm supposed to do.

 

I'm depressed.  Can you tell?  <bitter laugh>

 

Anyway.  That's my update for the last few days.  Exciting stuff, I know.  Nothing much changes here in my cracked little head.

 

Sorry.  :p