It's been somewhat of a mixed bag this weekend for me - Friday night was great, saw "Coraline" (which is absolutely an awesomefuckinmovie,you've got to go), but I was too tired to really do much else. I did get a positive 6 month review at work, which brightened my day considerably! If I keep on the track that I'm going (i.e., working myself to death, not getting sleep, holding back my frustration with the utter idiots that I deal with, blah blah), I'll pass my probationary period with flying colors. We'll see. Friday was also great in that the coworker who gets on my last nerve wasn't there - haaaa-lay-LOU-yah, haaaa-lay-LOU-yah, ad nauseum, heh. If only she'd leave there... man, I might actually start to enjoy the job again!
Saturday, though, eh. Not so good. I had to deal with my mother needing her monthly shopping run again. I have mixed feelings about that - I know she's getting to the point where she's going to need more and more and more of my help (and others' as well). But she's so bloody... I don't know... particular about it. When I make suggestions, she shoots it down not only with words but a goddamned Army tank. "I don't want to go here, I want to go there." Don't get me wrong, my mother and I have been getting along a little better this past year, but she drives me up a wall - because inevitably, it never fails, the talk comes back to my brother and how he's doing and why she's worried about him and.. well, ad nauseum. I'm sorry - I don't want to hear about my brother, okay? My brother has been the center of my parents' world for 44 years, everything's been done for him and for his behalf, and it's one of the biggest reasons why my depression is as it is. That's a whole other blog post, frankly, and I don't want to get into it - right now. Maybe I'll explain it all later. Anyway, I had an early night - went to bed and slept, only I think I slept too long...
...because today's been a really lazy kind of day. I haven't done a motherfucking thing other than pull out a sheet for my bed, eat pasta with vodka sauce, and surf the 'net til I'm bored shitless. I'm getting ready to go bowling, because there's a Sunday special on right now where if you rent bowling shoes (which I always do), the bowling's free. Who can turn down that kind of a deal, especially when money's so tight right now?
My life is so exciting, isn't it?
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took the boy to see Coraline last night. it was great, and just as morbid as i expected.. hehe
of course, we had to sit through all the credits to see all the cool 3D effects!! hehe
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