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I'm better physically, but my mental disquiet persists. There's lots going on in my head at the moment, including financial worries, personal disappointment, dealing with work. It all seems piled onto my shoulders, all at once.

It's nothing I want to talk about at present. There's nothing really "wrong", per se - it's all in my head and I'm probably imagining a good deal of it, but I just don't want to discuss it right now, that's all. I will when I'm ready and not before.

Had to cancel the appointment with the therapist due to work conflicts. What a shock. I could really use someone right now.

I know I should be grateful, as it's Thanksgiving - and I am in some respects - but right now it's just not a good time for me, at least mentally.

I know, that's frustratingly vague, but this whole post is. I just don't want to get into it on the blog. No offense. A lot of people are reading this blog now, and some of them I just really don't want to let into my head, they don't deserve the privilege of being there.

I'll write when I'm feeling better. Sorry for being distant, but... I'm angry right now, I think, and I don't want to discuss why.

Happy "we killed your people for their land" day.