A strange kind of peace.

It's weird, but the last few days I've been feeling pretty good. I went out bowling today and hit the best game of my life (129... okay, so that's not awesome or anything but for me, it's the best I've ever done, so fuck you, heh)... then saw "Sherlock Holmes", which was okay at best (in my opinion, anyway. Robert Downey Jr. did do the title role well, I'll admit). Had a great sushi dinner at XS on Friday night. And watched the Ravens game on Saturday night, where they played horribly (did they deserve to lose that game, or what, ugh).

During the course of this busy weekend, I've realized that... I've not had a chance to be depressed, or upset, or anything. I can't remember when I've felt better, for all that.

I think that I'm truly beginning to let go of certain demons that have plagued me. How do I feel about that? Honestly... in some ways I'm sad that things never worked out in retrospect, I feel like I've wasted a lot of time and energy on certain situations (especially career-wise, I can't get that back). But at the same time... I'm no longer bothered by a lot of things, either. I can think of certain people that I was particularly disturbed by now and I'm just like... oh. Or 'whatever'. Sort of "who gives a fuck", which is a good attitude to have about people you don't like, heh. I'm getting healthier and stronger by the day, in my head. At least, I feel that right now. Whether it's true.... well. I don't want to jump to conclusions, I've been that route before.

But I do feel stronger today, anyway. Tired.. but stronger.

Anyway, I just wanted to post a quick update while I had the time to do so. School starts again on Tuesday... between that and the double shifts, I just may never write again, heh. (Not.)

Cheers.