I'm not going to go into what happened to upset me, other than it's the same stupid bullshit that always happens every time I let down my guard and believe that things will ever get better for me. They don't, you know. Just when I think I can trust people, I get smacked in the fucking face, again and again. I thought that with the new job and the new apartment and all of that, things would finally make a turn for the better. Wrong. Wrong, wrong, wrong, fucking wrong. Aren't I always wrong?
The only difference now is that I will not even bother to let people know that I'm angry. I'm just going to cut them out of my life altogether because that's the only way anything gets through. They piss me off? Instant goodbye, it's as simple as that. I don't need the aggravation or the bullshit. I really don't. Fuck people, fuck their mindless sheep mentalities, fuck it all. I'm going to come in, do my job to the best of my ability as quietly as humanly possible, come home and deal with humanity and society as little as possible, and as soon as I can extricate myself out of a situation, I will so be gone, quicker than you can blink.
I mean that. Every word. Every fucking word. I am so done.
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