It's hump day without the humping. -_-

Teehee at the title. Sometimes I crack myself up.

I've added a "this is how many days I've got before I leave for Sydney" widget thingie on the side. Only 31 days left, holy shit. It doesn't feel like that little! I still have a couple of things to buy, but I'm more or less through. Now to pack up and clean this hellhole of a house - I hope I can get enough strength together for that - I haven't been feeling too well physically here lately. Still, I may go out tonight to the stores and buy what I need to. I do need to get out of here and enjoy myself a little bit, even if it's slow and tedious. The weather's nice enough, anyway, but I want to wait until it's dark. I hate going out in the sunlight, and even worse, the sun isn't fully down over here right now until nearly 9:30pm. Gah, fuck that. I HATE summer!

I've been thinking about discontinuing my Paxil here recently, because I honestly don't think it's helping me anymore, and I'm really worried about the possible addiction factors. The more I read, the more what I'm finding is scaring me. I don't like the things I'm hearing about this drug. And to be honest with you - I've not felt any better on this drug than the others I've tried. But I don't want to taper off of this right now, there's too much involved in doing so and I've got a lot of things hanging over my head at the moment. Perhaps when I get back, I'll think about it. I'm going to the doctor on July 3rd, so I'll have a little confab about it then.

I'll be sort of documenting my trip over the time I'm in Sydney - well, what time I can carve out, anyway - but for those who are curious about pictures and the like, I'll make sure to work something out so that you can see them here. I'm not sure of how that'll be accomplished - I really don't want to open a second blog just for this purpose. But I'll figure it out before I head off.

Maybe I'll go bike riding for a while. It sure is beautiful out, if too sunny. A lot more clouds and it would be perfect, but... eh, the temperature's a good tradeoff.

P.S. The General Tso chicken at China Harbor across the street is the fucking bomb. Goddamned, fucking delicious. I mean that. I mean that. :D