I've made a decision to take an extended sabbatical from everything that's online-related. That means Facebook, Twitter (I'll probably end up deleting my Twitter account altogether, that's how little I use it), maybe even this blog for a while.
I never thought that I'd actually WANT isolation from everything, but I think it's the only way I'm going to be able to get my shit together and decide what the fuck is going to happen to me. The only way you'll be able to contact me (if you care, anyway) is via Email - I will check that on a regular basis, if only to keep the bullshit stuff from overwhelming the account. Otherwise, I'm unavailable.
Something happened to me this weekend that I simply don't want to discuss. I will only reveal that it was very bad, that it's killed off yet another sliver of my heart (and I have precious little of that to give up at this point), and it's a huge, huge, HUGE setback to my mental health and well-being. It's made me hate humanity that much more. It's convinced me that I will never, ever try again to reach out to anyone for anything - if I want anything in this world, I'm going to have to rely on my own devices to get it.
And if anyone has any fucking complaints about it, too bad.
I'll come back when I want to come back, and not before. Maybe at this point I'll never fucking come back, but who would fucking notice anyway.
Fuck it all, fuck the world, fuck everything.
1 comment:
well, for starters i would notice. you're a grown woman, and you do what you feel you need to do, but isolation for long term is never the answer. my cell is on my FB info, and i'm pretty sure you have my email. even if it's a one word "eep!!".. just let me know here and there you're ok. love you sweetie *hugs*
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