My nerves are shot.

Y'know, I've been though a lot of stressful situations in my life, some of which made me question my own sanity.  But I have never, ever been in a situation that has produced such roller coaster effects as buying this house has been.  I'm on the edge of literally screaming for this to be over with, whether it goes through or not. 

 

The house inspection... well, depending on who you ask, it either went well or it went like shit.  The home inspector thinks the house is a dump - the realtor and everyone else says that it's fine.  I don't know, but I do know what Baltmiore City houses are like, and it's honestly not as bad as some of the dumps I've lived in.  There are a few things that need to be fixed before I'll agree to live there, though, and that's where we are now.  Ther'es been nothing but stress since Saturday morning, and to be honest I'm still not feeling well from the URI from last week.  I just want all this stress and bullshit over with, one way or the other. 

 

It doesn't help that I have to deal with these nimrods walking in here.  It really doesn't.

 

On a brighter note, I did get my funding for next semester, and since the driving course is now not an option due to money, I'm going to forge ahead with a "full" schedule of classes this summer.  What the hell, I've got nothing better to do.  Still doing okay in the classes that I have now, but the next couple of weeks will tell, as exams are soon.  Will keep one posted, as always.

 

Sorry if I sound clipped or brusque, but there's really nothing new other than a lot of hassle.  I do know one thing - I do get this place the way I want it, and it'll take an awful fuck of a lot to make me move again.  Or buy another house.  Because I can tell you now that this has got to be one of the most stressful things I've ever been through, in a lifetime full of stress.

 

More later, I'm sure....