One of these days I'll have to bring a bunch of books or something to keep myself occupied...I hate working here on Fridays because in stark contrast to the rest of the week, it's more or less dead in here. I can only surf the Internet so long before I get bored, unbelievably. After a while, one can overdose on LOLcats and sniping on Internet forums...
So, what's new in the world of casa Ray? Not really too much. Work still sucks, I'm still in debt, and my depression is still under control (though I'm missing a key med right now, mainly because I've been too paranoid about money and/or lazy and/or both to fill it). Curiously, it doesn't much seem to matter, as I'm still functioning well without it. Maybe the Abilify and the Luvox is all I really need (the missing one is Wellbutrin, which is oddly the cheapest one, go figure). I'm still going to go get it and continue to take it, but... I just find it strange that I seem to be doing okay regardless.
What I find really odd is that I've been looking forward to the holidays this year, a complete 180 from my attitude last year about it. I've been thinking about putting decorations up (and early!), shopping for gifts, that kind of thing, maybe even a holiday party or something. That is definitely <b>not</b> how I felt last year about the whole thing, so maybe this is yet another sign that I'm doing much better. Don't get me wrong - I still have my moments, I had an episode a couple of days ago that was rather nasty, but I really think things have improved. Only those who hang around me could say for sure, though. I never seem to notice much of anything different - but then maybe I'm too close to the situation, who knows.
I've enrolled for the spring semester at UMUC. I'm taking <b>remedial</b> mathematics - boo, hiss. I knew I should have paid more attention to algebra class in high school, but ugh, I hated it so much. Still do. I'm also in criminal evidence (because I think I'm going to pass this crim course, at least this time) and "information management systems", which is a fancy assed name for "introduction to computers". Bleh. With all I know... that's an easy A, trust me.
That's really all the news for now. So exciting, I know. :p
1 comment:
well i for one think it's fantastic you are getting in a holiday mood. i'm not religious, but i do like this time of year. on of the few times i have the strength to do something nice for someone that's treated me like crap all year, and get them to say thank you to ME with that awqward silence.. lol
anywho.. i see you have the cruise thing up again! i secretly loved checking it and counting it down last time.. ha! yes, i'm a dork.
have a great weekend darlin!! love ewe!
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