A boring, non-productive day. This can be good.

After what's been a week of breakthroughs for me (especially concerning my mental health), I'm enjoying a frankly lazy day at home. I managed to finish my crim classwork early this morning, so I feel perfectly justified in doing nothing. (If you can call listening to music and tagging it 'nothing', that is. I haven't done that in so long that I've nearly forgotten my own system, isn't that sad?)

It's a beautiful day outside. I should be out in it. But somehow I can't find anything to do that doesn't cost money, and I need all I've got right now, as my bills are staggering, meh. Just when I think I'm caught up... ah, well. Depression costs money, unfortunately. I'll probably go exercise later on, I've been neglecting myself there as of late... tsk, tsk, bad Carrie.

I really don't have much of anything to report. Everything's okay for a rare change. I'm not allowing myself to relax quite yet, the Luvox is working but I increase the dosage today, and I'm not sure that I really need to - but that's what the doctor said to do, so... I'll tell you, I get really nervous when I fuck with my meds, even when the doctor says to do it. I was on that Paxil for years and just one adjustment killed it for me. Though... looking back on it, I don't think it ever worked at all.

I saw Zombieland and 9 last night. The former was great, the latter was meh. I wasn't impressed with 9 all that much, but then I'm not a huge Tim Burton fan, either. I did like The Corpse Bride, though. But Zombieland was awesome... sort of like Shaun of the Dead, only not as good. I still think Inglourious Basterds so far has been the best film of the year. But there's two months left, so we'll see.

Can't believe it's already October. This year has really sped by, despite my illness. I think it's been a long process for me... a year of healing, if you will. I've stayed away from a lot of stress factors, or have tried to... haven't gotten entangled much in relationships or drama or anything that can flare me up, but then I've been pretty much antisocial this past year, too. The Luvox will most likely fix that, but... it's all a waiting game at this point, isn't it. Makes me nervous.

So I have nothing more to say for today... I'd post a video but for once, YouTube is down. For maintenance, they say. If YouTube, Facebook and Twitter were all taken down at the same time, I think the nation would have a panic attack, heh.

Cheers.