I really don't want to talk about the cruise or what happened on it - needless to say, every negative expectation I had of it was fulfilled and more, and I'll just leave it at that.
I start school on Monday. Somehow I'm actually looking forward more to that than anything. I don't know why, as I botched up the last crim course I had and I don't see why this one will be any different.
Sorry for the highly negative tone today, but I'm feeling negative. I'm sick and tired of being told, even in small ways, that I don't matter and that my feelings are nothing more than "hysterical" or even worse, "melodramatic". Jesus. I so fucking hate that word. It's what's stuck with me all these years... my feelings are nothing more than 'melodrama'. Thanks a lot, fucking douches. I really appreciate that.
Maybe I'll feel better tomorrow after being alone for a while, I hope so. Because right now I just feel nothing but angry.
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1 comment:
who the fuck is saying that kinda shit? ya know, that is possibly the WORST thing to say to someone #1 and #2 the way i look at things is that it may not be important to THEM, but it obviously is something that YOU feel and whatever your feelings, they shouldn't be taken lightly and brushed off as hysterical or melodramatic. i don't care if it's family or friends... seems they're the ones that need to F-off in your life. *hugs*
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