Yes, I know it's been a while. Sue me.

I've had a lot of things on my mind as of late, and have been extremely busy with the hellhole I call work, school, trying to get my life together. I've been so busy as of late that... well, I haven't really been sticking to my medication schedule. I've been skipping them here and there.. and the Abilify I've just outright quit taking for some reason - it's too hard to be able to remember to take them at night instead of with the other two in the morning. I don't know if it's affected me yet. But I do know that I've been a little more on edge recently. Perhaps that's why. I know that I need to take my medicine, but ever since I moved here I've just not been able to concentrate or do much. In some ways I really like this place, the neighborhood, living here... and in other ways I hate it. I can't really explain why. I hate the fact that it's so fucking hot in this house... the air conditioner in my bedroom doesn't do shit for the rest of the house and I'm tired of being restricted to one room, I spent half of my life being restricted to parts of houses because it was too hot or too nasty or whatever. I'm sure that winter will improve things. Can't wait for that, I can tell you that much.

Meh, today is a day of discontent, I think. I finished my crim exam - I'm not hopeful. But at least it's a weight off of my shoulders. I hated that class, I'll be perfectly honest. If I pass, great, but if I fail... well, I'll just try again with something else, I guess.

I'm not giving up.

Man, I'm tired. I meant to write a longer post but I think I'm in the mood for a hot bath. As Sylvia Plath wrote in 'The Bell Jar'... "There must be quite a few things a hot bath won't cure, but I don't know many of them."

Back later if I feel like it. :p