Today has been extremely weird in almost all respects. Work has been alternately busy as all fuck, and then... quiet, almost creepily so. My body aches one minute because of the workout yesterday... and then it's perfectly fine. People coming in here have either been overly nice or rude and nasty. There doesn't seem to be a middle ground today. But I think what makes me the most pensive right now is the feeling that something's going to happen - something big, very bad, catastrophic. It's probably my stupid cracked mind talking, but...the feeling is so strong and I've rarely been incorrect about these types of things.
Gah, I so do not want to do my cardio tonight, but do it I will. I did not pay 80 dollars a month to let this gym membership go to waste. Also I'd feel guilty - I know I need the distraction. I'm just tired, this day has been busier than normal and my feet hurt. But once I get out of here and am able to stop being an automaton....
I cannot SHAKE this feeling, damn it. It's scaring me.
Until later....
1 comment:
hopefully while working out, you can clear your mind of whatever's seems to be seeping in and driving you nuts.
80 a month? damn... you better be getting personal massages and a trainer for that!!!
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