I'll try to make this brief, as I'm at work and more or less killing time. May as well start with the bad news first -
- I'm in fucking debt, again. Apparently I'd sent over a hefty payment toward one of my cards a few days ago, and due to their fucking incompetence, it bounced - which means now I have to fight a fuckload of fees that you know they're going to try and charge me. Fucking bastards. You would think that they'd not have the cojones to pull that shit after the banking meltdown, but it goes to show that these people have zero shame. Zero! So yeah, now I'm pissed off about that. (I just found out about it, so you know the insult's fresh, heh.) I'll fix it eventually - I always do - but for now, meh.
- I have an interview for a CSA position next Friday. (Basically, assistant to a parole officer.) It means more money, a higher grade level, blah blah. Which is good, because I'll need the extra fucking money to fix incompetencies like the one above, goddamnit. It also means that I get away from urine. I also get away from these idiots here that I currently work with, no doubt to work with even bigger idiots elsewhere. In any case, the interview is next Friday. Means a new interview outfit and a new haircut, which also means more fucking money down the drain.
Just had some smart-mouthed, strung out little bitch come up to the counter and give me attitude. I swear, she and everyone else here can take their urine and shove it.
Heh, I know, it sounds like I've got some attitude as well, but I'm just angry about the money sitch right now. Just when I think I get somewhere, I get knocked back two notches. Ah, well, it could be worse - I could be ten thou in debt and be saddled with six brats, undoubtedly like this dumb bitch I just saw is. Who knows. And more importantly, who cares. I know, I know, Patty Pleasant. I'm usually not this confrontational, but the anger's bubbling and as always, it's important that it comes out in some way or another. Better here than in someone's face, that's how I see it.
Usually the woman that just came in is pleasant to me, too. Maybe she's having a bad day like I am.
Anyway... not much else is going on. I had a bit of a post planned for today, especially this morning, when I was thinking about my past. It's so rare that I reach back into my past at all, for any reason, that it amazes me when I do, and not only that but it's actually a pleasant recollection. But in truth, it's not a life-changing event, and it's something that I can write about another time.
I'm mainly upset now about the money. That's what's keeping me from writing anything else, I guess. Maybe I'll be in a better mood later.
Meh, I want to go home. I hate Fridays here.
More later, hopefully I'll feel better by then.
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*hugs*
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