This has been a strange and not altogether-pleasing kind of day. I've had some slight mood swings, with the overriding feeling being one of dull apathy. I had a bad few minutes this morning because my mind got to thinking about an old situation that it maybe shouldn't have, and I think it might have colored my mood for the entire day. Right now, I'm just thinking that there's very little to hope for as far as improvements. I'm not as gung-ho about this social group I hooked up with as I once was, but I really don't know if that's just my current mood or how I really feel. I think that I've just not had a real good day, but so far all of 2011 has felt like this.
Oh, well. I could be suicidal, heh.
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2 comments:
have you actually met with the group yet?
No, not yet. I'll go to their next event, etc., but I'm not real hopeful that it'll be something I'm going to enjoy. But then, I guess that's what social anxiety is and therefore I should at least 'give it a shot', bleh.
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