More of the same shit.

Meh. I've been irritated the last two days. So many incompetent idiots, mindless sheep chattering away in assembly lines. Christ, I know I'm better than this.

No, I'm not at all depressed, which quite frankly is a surprise to me after the insanity I've been experiencing at work recently. That little depression community has been a big help. For once I feel like I'm amongst people who truly understand me. I can talk stupid thoughts of suicide and all they say is "hold on, we understand". Sometimes that's truly all I need, just an acknowledgement that SOMEONE understands....

I am definitely in a period of transition. I am trying to adjust my thinking patterns, and so far it's actually working. Perhaps the depression, while not cured (it'll never be cured outright), is in a period of deep remission. Good, let it stay away.

No news about anything. No tax information (and it's due), no grade for the music course, people aren't calling me back, nothing. Oh, well, Verizon's now hassling my MOTHER for that 700 dollars they CLAIM I owe them, but 1. I haven't lived with her for 5 years 2. I owe them nothing 3. if they want their fucking equipment they can go right to Oberlin Court where they TOLD me to leave it. Of course, it's my word against theirs, so who do you think is going to win?

If they make me pay this, I will NEVER use another Verizon product again, and I'll make damned sure no one else I know does, either. They are NOT going to get away with screwing me over. Motherfuckers.

Sigh. I know things will straighten out in their own time, but no one has ever accused me of having too much patience or anything.

No news otherwise. Same stupid shit, day in and day out. At least I'm not a screaming wreck. Yet.

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